Sigh.
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My life is uneventful and I'm horrible at blogging. Sigh. It's the weekend and Monday is a holiday so that's three days in total I get to sleep in. Lately I haven't been getting enough sleep and it's beginning to show. My marks are going down because I can't concentrate properly in school and that's because I keep feeling sleepy. Oh well, what's so interesting about that anyway? Told you, I suck at blogging.
I don't know how you people find so much time to visit everyone's blogs and comment on everything. I never have the time and then I feel bad 'cause everyone visits and comments here but I don't do the same to their blogs.
Sometimes it feels like everyone else leads a more interesting life than I do. That I'm boring and everyone excludes me. I'm a very selfish person. (Notice how I keep using the word 'I'.) I've always thought of myself as a terrible friend. Everyone gets me presents on my birthday and I never get them anything. Other people always treat me and I never treat them. I feel so bad. Oh man, this post is going nowhere. Maybe I should delete this blog and never have one ever again. It's a pain. In my rear end.
What was I talking about again? Sigh. Should I even publish this? It sounds so negative. Ah well, moving on. I watched the new Narnia movie on Friday with Tim, Bel, and Andy. Not forgetting my three angelic brothers. =.= It was a lot of fun actually. I don't get out as much as all of you do and to me that was great fun. I'm sad. Lol, standing there guarding the bags waiting for them to get out of the arcade, helping Bel choose a new wallet, laughing at the ads and credits in the cinema with them, bumping into Jeremy at Carls Jr., it was all fun and I remember every single minute of it. Aren't I so sad? To you that's a regular day out with friends that you would forget immediately. Sigh.
Congratulations! You made it to the end of the post! I'd get you a medal, but I'm broke.
P.S.
Download this song. It's from the movie I watched and it's beautiful. (Read the books! I read them when I was younger and it was just magical. I couldn't put them down.)
Regina Spektor - The Call
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean its never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
I don't know how you people find so much time to visit everyone's blogs and comment on everything. I never have the time and then I feel bad 'cause everyone visits and comments here but I don't do the same to their blogs.
Sometimes it feels like everyone else leads a more interesting life than I do. That I'm boring and everyone excludes me. I'm a very selfish person. (Notice how I keep using the word 'I'.) I've always thought of myself as a terrible friend. Everyone gets me presents on my birthday and I never get them anything. Other people always treat me and I never treat them. I feel so bad. Oh man, this post is going nowhere. Maybe I should delete this blog and never have one ever again. It's a pain. In my rear end.
What was I talking about again? Sigh. Should I even publish this? It sounds so negative. Ah well, moving on. I watched the new Narnia movie on Friday with Tim, Bel, and Andy. Not forgetting my three angelic brothers. =.= It was a lot of fun actually. I don't get out as much as all of you do and to me that was great fun. I'm sad. Lol, standing there guarding the bags waiting for them to get out of the arcade, helping Bel choose a new wallet, laughing at the ads and credits in the cinema with them, bumping into Jeremy at Carls Jr., it was all fun and I remember every single minute of it. Aren't I so sad? To you that's a regular day out with friends that you would forget immediately. Sigh.
Congratulations! You made it to the end of the post! I'd get you a medal, but I'm broke.
P.S.
Download this song. It's from the movie I watched and it's beautiful. (Read the books! I read them when I was younger and it was just magical. I couldn't put them down.)
Regina Spektor - The Call
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean its never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
4 Comments:
Sorry I keep writing comments like this but..
I used to think my life was uneventful too. But I found out (after I took mizunaga.blogspot more seriously), that it's only uneventful because we let it be!
There's never such a thing as "I've got nothing to do." If you believe you've "got nothing to do", then it's time to do something! It doesn't have to be something like reading a book, or updating your blog. Just doing something like setting goals in life, or thinking about your future and what you want to do is good- Once you have thought of that, you can think of things to do to help you reach those goals. And once you have thought of those things, I'm sure you'll have lots to do!
It's not easy to do that stuff- I know, but that's what life is. As we get older, life isn't going to get easier. Lifepacs are just gonna get harder, and we'll have to work to survive on our own one day. If we start to work hard now on the little things we have, we'll get "stronger" and when the working world hits us, it won't be as painful.
Ehh.. I've drifted off course. - -ll
Anyway. Don't say you suck at blogging! Everyone has their own style of writing blogs, and, quite honestly, owls are people just naturally "not made to" write blogs! (just look at Andy, yourself and me! All got "lose steam syndrome" =_=ll) Don't get me wrong though. I'm not saying you shouldn't blog. In fact, you should blog more!
And don't worry about using "I" all the time. Your blog is about you, afterall. I'm sure everyone who reads your blog doesn't mind.
Well, that's all for this time. Sorry for rambling all the time. ^^;
BTW- It's okay that you don't visit everyone's blogs and comment on everything. I certainly don't mind. We know your situation is tough, so it's fine~
Don't be sorry!! I'M the one who's always writing posts like this. Ha... Depressing ones. Josh is always telling me to blog about happy stuff like Chocopie! >.> Anyways, thanks very, very much. It means a lot to me, all these comments. It's encouraging. Sobs~ THANK YOU!!!! :) Really. Thanks. It's like when you're feeling down and you get something or see something or hear something that makes you realize that someone actually cares about you. :) Happy days~
..Chocopie..?
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT CHOCOPIE IS?!! Look it up the next time you go to a supermarket. xD
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