Hebetude

The ulcer I had since before Awards Night has gotten bigger and badder. I feel like it's sucking the life out of me. I don't get ulcers ever, so when I do it's terrible. Last night I rubbed salt on it and almost made it bleed. Then put watermelon powder on it. This morning I woke up and the pain was gone, but I had a sore throat. Oh my goodness, I feel so lethargic and unhealthy. Late nights, skipping on vitamins, and all the stress from Awards Night has come down on me- full force. Also just realized no one reads moi blog anymore. But it's okay. This is like my personal diary now. Sort of.