Update?

Usually I always have something I want to say and or get out of my system but today it's just an update on me and my life. :) My very booooooooring life. So anyway, about my laptop, I've pried all the stickers off of it and now it's clean so I want to get some stickers that I REALLY like when I go back to KL in Feb. and plaster my laptop all over. XD I had to visit the doctor the other day 'cause my skin problems were worsening and then FINALLY, after fifteen freakin' years I find out what I REALLY have. Eczema. It's incurable but controllable. So I basically have sensitive skin that is always getting irritated then it becomes itchy and if I scratch, the whole thing becomes wet and lacerated. Sounds disgusting, huh? I'm used to it. T.T It's horrible. My entire life I've suffered full body rashes, bumps, all kinds of weird skin stuff. So if you don't have eczema you should count yourself a very, very lucky person. People are always telling me that my skin is so nice and I have rosy cheeks, blah blah blah but I hate my skin like crap. I'd rather have my brother's freakin' pimples than my skin. T_T I want to have dark skin. Dark skin is so much better. *sobs* LOL, yeah so that's pretty much my update. Thanks for uh.. reading. I'll shut up now. :X :)